Long. Time. Coming.

Okey dokey. Sorry I've been such an absentee lately, I've just been really super busy: school, work, looking for a car, etc. And as much as I've been stressed, I'm turning over a new leaf (I mean the super stressed and pissed Kesley leaf has only been turned for two weeks and I already don't like it), I'm going to be more positive (and no thats not as corn poppy as it sounds). Yes, I'm stressed but I'm also really very happy and that is what I need to focus on :D So I'm going to do a list of the things that are making me so happy lately!

1: Ammon. He makes me laugh, he's patient, he's very sweet, he loves my family and they love him, he likes Athena, he's loving. OH. And I happen to think he's ridiculously good looking.
2: My mama packed me lunch today :D A turkey sammich, my fav! And its always better when mama makes it.
3: My mama. She loves me unconditionally. No matter what. Always. Forever. No questions asked. Everyone needs a person like that in their lives and I'm very lucky that my mom is that person for me.
4: Athena. Oh she drives me bonkers but she always makes me smile. Such a cute and big personality.
5: Josie. I'm so glad I got a call from Jos on Sunday and that we were able to hang out. Josie was my first best friend. Literally, lol age 4, and we've been friends ever since. I'm glad we're getting to reconnect now that she's home for this semester.
6: Naked. The juice. Right now I'm having Orange Mango "a tasty mango-y blend with vitamins A and C. it's liquid sunshine." Well I don't mind if I do! Its so yummy delicious and feels better than a cup of coffee in the morning!
7: My job. I'm very lucky to have a job that I enjoy, especially the people I work with. I really do work with people who have become my friends :) And I feel like an actual person whose hard work is noticed instead of just a number.
8: The Bronco. Yep people I think Nancy Janie may be making a come back. Awh YEEEAH! I've been looking for a new car but that probably isn't going to happen for a while. I really am thankful that Uncle Steve gave us Grandpa Steve's trusty ole car when he passed away. And honestly I really do LOVE it haha so many memories with E and Mariah.
9: Education. I know its cliche but really, think about all the places where gaining an education beyond jr. high or high school is reserved for the incredibly wealthy. I am totally not incredibly wealthy and I still get to earn a college education, and I enjoy it! I am not too cool for school :P
10: Music. I love singing and dancing weird in the car, singing to my iPod while I get ready, singing weird to Athena lol. It puts me in a happier mood, releases stress, or it sympathizes/empathizes (don't know which is appropriate right here) with me (you know what I'm talking about, don't deny it) and that is awesome!

Yes, making this list definitely lifted my spirits :) I feel like focusing on the positive really just brings me back and centers me. My life is AMAZING and I wouldn't have it any other way. I was reading a book and it made a good point of how some people don't realize the value of life and how truly incredible it is until its too late. I do not want to be, will not be, and am not one of those people. Life is for living and loving :)

Love,
Kxoxo